It has been a long time since I wrote in here.
And boy oh boy has life changed.
We moved!!! Finally we are no longer in that tiny apartment.
We made a huge gain in custody with 2 of our weirdos.
We are getting there…..
For a long time we have stopped living as Dom/sub……..which is sad but I feel like it was needed. Gave us both time to get centered and work on very important issues that were in out life. But I think most it gave us time……time we needed to be able to reflect and see that it is what we want our relationship to be.
I think we spent so much time trying to figure out how it was suppose to be, that it just lost it’s spark.
We just sat last night and only talked a little bit about it, basically that it is what we both want…….
My King asked me last night while we were talking, “What did you like about it?”
I kind of really suck at showing my feelings, talking about my feelings…..I could seriously talk your head off about anything else…..the only way I have ever been able to express my feelings is to write them.
What do I like about it?
I like the feeling of belonging to someone. I loved reading the pink book, of what I need to do, or just a note about how much he loves me. I like the feeling of being beneath him.
I want this, I guess we just have to figure out how it works for us. Not how it works out for everyone else. We can make this whatever we want! I am looking forward to growing and developing our relationship.
So here we go….the next Chapter…….
I am excited!
It’s GREAT ti be queen!