Who am I? I think I have a good idea of who I am…..but I have an even better idea of who I want to be. Forever growing and evolving…..I love that about life, if you don’t like something, change it. If your not happy, change it so you are. I know, I know…..way easier said than done. I am 38….almost 39 and I am just figuring this out. With a lot of help and love and support from my King, I am slowly learning how great I really am.
Ok….a little about me……My name is Martie, not my given birth name, but I do not like my real name so I NEVER use it. And I think Martie is me…..M******* is a name that was given to me….and it does not fit. I will stick with Martie.
In my 38 years I have been married, had 5 beautiful children, they are my greatest accomplishment, and then I got divorced after 13 years of marriage….if you could call it a marriage. The only thing I will say about that is…..I am glad it is over and I am glad I have my children…..some ppl are just not ment to be together.
My kids are amazing, and smart and funny, and they have always kept me going. I have a 19 year old daughter…..and 4 sons ages 19, 14, 13, and 9. I do not know where I would be without these 5, they put a lot of light on some of my darkest days. I owe them everything for that.
In May of 2014 I met my king, didn’t know at the time that he would be my King. But I did know right away that he was one of the nicest ppl I have ever met. He was married before….same as me….won’t say much about that, cause this is not about them….just some ppl are not ment to be. Then I got stupid and moved to North Carolina for 10 months…….I thought about him all the time. So when I decided to come back to Michigan I knew, I wanted to reconnect with him. And we did….July 10th 2015, best decision I have ever made was to see him that weekend…..it was the start to the rest of my life. We were married on May 27th 2016…..I married the man of my dreams. And with my King, came a little princess (12) and a little prince (10). I really do not like the word Step-anything….so these are my children…..I have a son and a daughter who were just born before I met them. They are amazing!!!
Life is wonderful…..but far from perfect, we have a newly developing D/s marriage, we have a very vanilla life also with our kids and our jobs. We are just 2 ppl madly in love with each other, trying to figure it all out. So far I think we are doing pretty good. There have been a few bumps in the road, and I expect that there will probably be a few more. But the good out weighs the bumps, and there is nothing I can not get through with my King by my side.
Now I have a brag a little…..gave you a little background on us, told you about the lights of our lives….our awesome kids…..Now I have to tell you about my King…
Oh my King……he is my best friend, He is 36 and good grief he is handsome. His heart is the best part of him, it is full of love and support and understanding and caring…..he has to be one of the most amazing ppl I know. And boy oh boy do I love him! I really love him. Up until my King, my life was full of disappointment, failed relationships with family…mostly my mom….failed marriage….heartbreak, lonliness, insecurities, I am full of holes and broken pieces and missing pieces. But no one of that matters to my King, cause he loves me. He love ME! He loves who I was, he loves who I am, and he loves who I will become. He is my support. Without him, I just don’t know what I would do. He makes me whole…..he takes away the sadness! He fills my life with love. I have never had that before! He is my other half. He is my best friend. He is my soul mate.
He is my King. And I am his queen. And I would not want it any other way.
I am very excited to start blogging about our lives. I am very excited that he is supportive and most of all proud of me that I started this. Writing is good for my soul, it is like therapy to me. So I believe this blog will be good for me. And who knows maybe later down the line I can get my King to write and entry on his take on our life.
I am loving life now more than I ever have before. I am working on some pretty big issues, but I believe I have a great support system, my King, and our awesome offspring. 8 ppl I love most in this world……so here it is….the start to my blog….
It’s good to be queen!!